Theater of Childhood Imagination. I
was so excited when this rose to the surface, because it helped to
smoosh together and make sense of the various items I create. But I
still needed a name change (this is still a hoped for dream), and a more
concrete explanation. I still have no idea how to squeeze what I do
into a concise phrase that would be worthy of a vehicle decal and have
people immediately understand it.
What I really mean to share is that suddenly I realized the deeper meaning behind all of this silly creative stuff that ends up in my shop. I am not a foolish ding-bat lady who makes cat ears for a living. Here's what I REALLY do in my shop:
Almost every item in Knees and Paws was first an idea in the mind of a child. The process begins with the child, in the place within their imagined desires. The resulting product is a manifestation of their wishing.
I create things for play that children dream into reality. "Building on the Theater of Childhood Imagination" means that my shop is an ever-evolving collaboration between the playful-artist child who longs to experience what their imaginations feel like, and the skilled, constructivist creative person with tools and resources (parent-buyers + me).
The resulting products stimulate new or more expressive forms of live action role play and deeper conscious dreaming.
What I really mean to share is that suddenly I realized the deeper meaning behind all of this silly creative stuff that ends up in my shop. I am not a foolish ding-bat lady who makes cat ears for a living. Here's what I REALLY do in my shop:
Almost every item in Knees and Paws was first an idea in the mind of a child. The process begins with the child, in the place within their imagined desires. The resulting product is a manifestation of their wishing.
I create things for play that children dream into reality. "Building on the Theater of Childhood Imagination" means that my shop is an ever-evolving collaboration between the playful-artist child who longs to experience what their imaginations feel like, and the skilled, constructivist creative person with tools and resources (parent-buyers + me).
The resulting products stimulate new or more expressive forms of live action role play and deeper conscious dreaming.
On the flip side of this exciting revelation, the season of Halloween is my bread and butter. I could spend 365 days a year making black cat ears, paws and tails and sell out in the first few weeks of October. But I did not do that this year. I wonder if I will be financially intelligent and forecast for success next year, making cat ears and pink unicorns every day.
Instead of working all weekend transforming two yards of black faux fur into paws, ears and tails, we took a road trip with our friends to the mountains for an apple festival. This morning, instead of sitting down at my sewing machine, I made Amish Apple Cake, which is loaded with sugar but absolutely delicious.
The pace of my business success slows as my experience of family, friends and nature becomes deeper and more appreciated. I savored the hike we took yesterday morning in the woods with our dog, even though we had to walk amidst the racing runners of a trail marathon. Later that day, I enjoyed the mountain views and cooler fresh air, people wandering, and the scent of food cooked in the open air.
Hi Jenny,
ReplyDeleteFirstly, I understand exactly what you're saying about spending more time with family and the business starting to dwindle as a result. The important things in life, at some stage, take over.
In my situation, I'm telling myself, "why can't I have both?" If I really want to, I can have great family moments AND have a productive and successful business. The improving state of my business can have a positive effect on better providing for my family.
I wish you all the best in figuring things out with your work!
Thank you Duncan, for sharing that you understand how conflicting this is. Sometimes I fantasize about closing down the shop permanently so I can just focus on my family, my home and myself.
DeleteBravo, Jenny! You've got a wonderful vision, and also priorities that are correctly ordered. The pictures were so lovely they squeezed my heart.
ReplyDeleteHappy fall to you, my friend!
Thanks Shelly, it is a happy fall around here. I feel like the pace of life slows during this season, and it is a big relief to just be alive and experience the fresh air. Everyone's mood is suddenly less cranky; my family is more open to cuddling. It's the best time of my life.
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